Romance at it's worse

I was having a talk with a friend of mine, and we were talking about relationship. And I came to a point, 'I think at this moment I don't need to get into a relationship. I'm fine being single. More freedom. Bla bla bla..

But yet, now and again I sometimes fall into that state where I just want to have someone that I can share my thoughts with, spend time together in the car driving aimlessly with, share my desires and in return, I want to be there for that person as well. Yeah, a special someone.

She may not be the best looking person around.
Or the funniest person around.
She may not be the smartest person.
Or the most vocal person around.

I need someone whom I would love more rather than she loving me more.
Don't ask me why. But I guess that's just the way I am.
Oh well, till the next emotional post..
That's all for now.

I wonder how we can survive this romance, but in the end if I'm with you, I'll take the chance.

There's just so much I want to say, but I feel that i lack the capability to express my thoughts, feelings, or whatever you call it through words.

Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday to the Piratee!
haha. classic.

Arsenal Football Club

After two season of being rated as the underdogs, followed with the departure of team captain Theirry Henry and Fredick Ljungberg, at the end of the 2006/2007 season, the team which was once known as the "invincibles" seemed more likely to be out of contention of the prestigious Premier League Cup.

But Arsenal has proved others wrong. The team that emerged as champions of the 2003/2004 season has finally gone. And there's a new set of young bloods which has lived up to the expectations this season even without influential captain Thierry Henry. With 5 games played, collecting 13 out of the possible 15 points and having a game in hand, and being on top of the league table. One word.

Amazing.

ooh la la

The current starting XI

The place where they call home.

The uprising star.

Teamwork.

And the man behind it all.

And I'm sure there's more to come! Gooooooooo gunners!

Out!

Since video post are so easily done. Let this post humour you!
I can promise you that you'll laugh!
if not I will give you back your money!
haha!

Changes!

Alright, alright.. I'm getting all excited myself. Finally, got to upload all these pictures.
Anyway, this are pictures from the past to how I currently look like. Haha!
So basically this is it. Well, I'll guide you through each photo for you to understand.

The picture above was taken in Year 2005 In Bala Chalet, Cameron Highlands.
I look like a friggin Monkey! Click picture to enlarge!
(90 kg!, My peak)

Tze yang and me, beginning of 2006!
(85kg)

End of 2006, youth camp!
(80kg)

Me and Juliet, my stepsister. =)
July 2007
(75kg!)

Year end target: 70kg.

Haha, I think I've evolved so much since the last time. From the hair and fats. Haha, inspired?

If you believe you can do it, you can! Haha!
Out!

Thrillllerrrrrrrrrrrrr!

I found this video quite interesting. Jadeline showed it to me. Anyway, this is my first video post! HAHa! Need to keep up with times larh! Oh well, enjoy.

By the way, their inmates.

I'm just a nice guy

So how do you make someone feel special?

If you're a nice guy, you would practically be err..nice to everyone right?

Well, then in that case, how do you make someone feel extra special? Because in the first place, you are already giving your best in everything you do to be nice to everyone right?

So lets say I like a girl, and I treat her nice like how I treat the rest (giving my best mah), what more could a person add to make someone feel special? since now she won't feel special at all because I treat her the way I treat others (being nice and all).

Anyway, I was watching a video on youtube called just a nice guy. And I felt that this is true. Sometimes I don't know how to make certain people feel special and the fact is because that's the nature of who I am. Well, i guess that's my nature. haha, oh well, do give me some advice on how to make someone feel more special. LoL!

God's grace

God never seem to amaze me. Earlier in the week I was feeling sucky. That feeling you get when things are not going the way you wanted it to be. It got so bad to the point that I couldn't sleep until 5 am in the morning. I was shivering in bed, so worried about that thing, that thing meaning my college results. Seriously, if you don't want to do Law, NEVER, NEVER EVER take A levels. It's the hardest piece of examinations that I've ever taken in my life and the past one year was really a nightmare for me.

To be frank, I have been feeling this worried feeling since the first semester ended. And getting my second term results wasn't helping either. I prayed to God 2 days ago, finally, after someone hit my head and I finally understood that I'm in serious deep shit. And I cried to God, asking Him to show me his ways, and true enough, God is gracious, the next day I went to college and my friend told me the requirements for University Application and I am still capable of entering a University. THANK GOD!

It scares me sometimes, how I neglect my education, like not putting my best efforts into it, but I just don't feel that oomph to push as hard. But when things happened the other day and God answered me, I really want to give my best for this coming exams. All of you reading this post, be accountable to me alright?! I need you! thanks.
Love all of you.

You scold me because you care for me! I'll understand.

out! =D

In need for some ear food!

Any good music to recommend? I'll be waiting patiently. hahaha!

Do leave a comment lah!

I'm bored with my playlist.

As little children..

It's good to be back! Greetings I bring to you!

Camp was alright. Not like previous camps, this years camp was moving at a slower pace which was actually quite refreshing. =D. It's amazing how God could use people in ways that they don't understand. And in this camp as well, working together with the children was amazing. Though I was merely doing some simple photo shots (not like fazil's, but yeah) for the childrens activity to capture the happenings of that particular session, I believe that God was showing me a sign to venture in the children's ministry. Yeah, I know, pretty surprising to me as well.

From His calling to help out in the VBS to how God moved my heart when I was taking pictures during the children's activity, I somehow find the signs getting clearer and clearer. And furthermore, I'm really fond of children. Not in that pedophilia kinda way, but just observing them going about doing their own things is just so fulfilling to the heart.

To add to that, sometimes I visualize that I am one of those little kid in Sunday school asking for help, and God being me who would help those little children in this situation. Every now and then, I am so helpless and clueless of every little thing and I cry out to God for help. And God is always there to help me to get out of my misery. Therefore, the calling that I feel convicted is to pursue the children's ministry. How those who's gone before me has set a good example in shaping me into the person I have become. And now in return, I could contribute towards bringing those children up and hopefully one day they would find me faithful. Every child needs a hero to look up to ya' know! =)

Oh well, still need a lot of prayer and consideration before I commit myself for anything.

Well,(hopefully)there'll be more visual update ones I get the pictures!

Till then. Out!