Currently listening: Just A Dream - Carrie Underwood.
31st December. It's the time of the year when most people would take time to ponder and ask themselves, "what did I accomplish in the last 12 months" or "What can I expect of the new year?" Isn't it ironic? Throughout the year we do not even ponder on such things but when the year nears its end we have all sorts of deep questions and thoughts which clutters our mind and most of us resort to that thing called "making resolutions for the new year" hoping that they can achieve it. Is it necessary you ask me? Well, I come to realize that it's not necessary to have a list but having one wouldn't hurt. At least there's a benchmark.
Oh well, now this would be the time that I would write out my resolution for the year 2008 but I just do not seem to have come out with one. There's one though, I would like to lose another 5-7kg. =) Oh well, do keep me accountable! And lastly, to be shape into someone more responsible and more sensitive to the things that surrounds me. I'll end with that.
Out
Monday, December 31, 2007
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
walking 8 hours in one utama
6 meals in one day,
waking up before 8 everyday for the past week,
sleeping no earlier than 2,
One word.
Tired. 'nuff said.
6 meals in one day,
waking up before 8 everyday for the past week,
sleeping no earlier than 2,
One word.
Tired. 'nuff said.
Monday, December 10, 2007
7th heaven
It's once again that time of the year, that I make my way back to Cameron Highlands.
Coming to think of it, I'll be going up to Cameron highlands for the 7th consecutive year and yet I've never failed to enjoy myself each of the last time I've been there. Hopefully this year would be the same as the last. It's true as the saying goes, it's not about where we go, but it's about who we go with.
Of course, there's also the pancakes, the apple crumble, the strawberry cheesecake, the scones which never fails to lure one to its den. :P Oh well, it's going to be another 5 days up in Cameron, and I do hope that we would enjoy ourselves as much as we can. Hope for an update in a few days time! Later
Of course, there's also the pancakes, the apple crumble, the strawberry cheesecake, the scones which never fails to lure one to its den. :P Oh well, it's going to be another 5 days up in Cameron, and I do hope that we would enjoy ourselves as much as we can. Hope for an update in a few days time! Later
Saturday, December 08, 2007
Jealousy
Currently listening: Cold Water - Damien Rice.
As strange as it seems, jealousy seems to be consuming me. Its hard not to be, and if I try not to be, I know that I'm not being myself. It says that love is patient. But most of us have often shortchange ourselves for something instant which can only satisfy us for a while. Period.
When she told me that she still misses him,
For once, I thought I've got a game plan on,
And there it was, a sign that ruined it all.
Maybe I'm just paranoid about things,
And maybe I'm just truly jealous.
Uncertainties has certainly made it worse,
And there she is, not realizing anything that's been going on.
If I could only just tell you what I want to say,
And if only I had courage inside of me,
To tell you how I feel for you.
If only I could, I would.
There's just so much held inside.
As strange as it seems, jealousy seems to be consuming me. Its hard not to be, and if I try not to be, I know that I'm not being myself. It says that love is patient. But most of us have often shortchange ourselves for something instant which can only satisfy us for a while. Period.
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Excruciating pain pierced through my heart,When she told me that she still misses him,
For once, I thought I've got a game plan on,
And there it was, a sign that ruined it all.
Maybe I'm just paranoid about things,
And maybe I'm just truly jealous.
Uncertainties has certainly made it worse,
And there she is, not realizing anything that's been going on.
If I could only just tell you what I want to say,
And if only I had courage inside of me,
To tell you how I feel for you.
If only I could, I would.
There's just so much held inside.
Monday, December 03, 2007
Curiousity kills the cat
Currently listening: Magic - Colbie Cailat
You know, when you're just at the brink before entering a relationship there's this funny feeling that tickles you when that certain someone is not there. It's amazing how dependent I have grown on that certain someone, how my day isn't complete until I hear that someones voice, or maybe just having a simple chat online. Furthermore, knowing that I have someone to share my day with, telling her how beautiful the sky was, or maybe just anything that crosses my mind or just being a listening ear to that certain someone because I want to get to know and understand that someone better.
As humans we need acknowledgment and love from others, and sometimes having that special someone will definitely help. Not everyone will agree with me, but In reality terms it's not a necessity but its somehow essential to have someone to be there for you. Relationship is no easy task, but I still do see people really giving everything they have to make a relationship successful or to see their special someone to be happy.
I don't know why, but I'm having this fuzzy feeling right now. I don't know where I stand in terms of feelings. But it's definitely there, definitely something I would really want to surrender unto God and wait on Him to show me his plans. Sometimes trusting is a very hard thing to do, but I really believe that if I trust in him, he will surely provide.
While I was writing the last sentence above, I was reminded of this bible verse
Matthew 6:33
But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.
She makes my heart beats faster,
Whenever she's around,
But sometimes I doubt that anything can happen between us,
Because of all these unseen circumstances.
She shares her day with me,
And wonders what I think of them,
She tells me her jokes,
And she laughs hysterically before even completing it.
Whenever she speaks about life,
A sense of sincerity can be identified,
Maybe, just maybe,
Someday she'll be mine.
Penghan
You know, when you're just at the brink before entering a relationship there's this funny feeling that tickles you when that certain someone is not there. It's amazing how dependent I have grown on that certain someone, how my day isn't complete until I hear that someones voice, or maybe just having a simple chat online. Furthermore, knowing that I have someone to share my day with, telling her how beautiful the sky was, or maybe just anything that crosses my mind or just being a listening ear to that certain someone because I want to get to know and understand that someone better.
As humans we need acknowledgment and love from others, and sometimes having that special someone will definitely help. Not everyone will agree with me, but In reality terms it's not a necessity but its somehow essential to have someone to be there for you. Relationship is no easy task, but I still do see people really giving everything they have to make a relationship successful or to see their special someone to be happy.
I don't know why, but I'm having this fuzzy feeling right now. I don't know where I stand in terms of feelings. But it's definitely there, definitely something I would really want to surrender unto God and wait on Him to show me his plans. Sometimes trusting is a very hard thing to do, but I really believe that if I trust in him, he will surely provide.
While I was writing the last sentence above, I was reminded of this bible verse
Matthew 6:33
But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
She makes my heart beats faster,
Whenever she's around,
But sometimes I doubt that anything can happen between us,
Because of all these unseen circumstances.
She shares her day with me,
And wonders what I think of them,
She tells me her jokes,
And she laughs hysterically before even completing it.
Whenever she speaks about life,
A sense of sincerity can be identified,
Maybe, just maybe,
Someday she'll be mine.
Penghan
Saturday, December 01, 2007
Ponder
Maybe I'm just a little insensitive at times. It was a good reminder for me through Jin Fong that there are times when I overlook certain things, especially in speech. Sometimes I talk too fast and certain things that I have said has hurt people indirectly and unintentionally.
I think sometimes friend's should be honest and tell me off if they think I'm being too much of a jacka**. True friends would do that even if it hurts. And that's why sometimes we need accountability partners to keep us focus. I've strayed away so many times and coming to think about it, I don't have anyone to look up to in terms of being spiritual. I find that among my peers, we don't really talk about God at all. Even if we do, it would be something which we only talk about once in a blue moon.
Oh well, I guess in His time, he will provide.
Psalms 119: 59
I pondered the direction of my life, and I turned to follow your statutes
It's good to ponder our walk with God at times, and ask ourselves this question, what would Jesus do?
Well, that's all for now. And yet I still believe that changes will take place and we are all a work in progress. And it all starts with a wanting to change from within ourselves. I'm not perfect but I believe we could make a difference.
I think sometimes friend's should be honest and tell me off if they think I'm being too much of a jacka**. True friends would do that even if it hurts. And that's why sometimes we need accountability partners to keep us focus. I've strayed away so many times and coming to think about it, I don't have anyone to look up to in terms of being spiritual. I find that among my peers, we don't really talk about God at all. Even if we do, it would be something which we only talk about once in a blue moon.
Oh well, I guess in His time, he will provide.
Psalms 119: 59
I pondered the direction of my life, and I turned to follow your statutes
It's good to ponder our walk with God at times, and ask ourselves this question, what would Jesus do?
Well, that's all for now. And yet I still believe that changes will take place and we are all a work in progress. And it all starts with a wanting to change from within ourselves. I'm not perfect but I believe we could make a difference.
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