March 31st

Just a few days ago, a friend of mine was asking me, have your phone bill been hiking up?

Well, I've just got my answer earlier today from maxis. Notifying me that my total call charges have reached 80 percent of my credit limit, and the current total damage = RM241.02. Oh well, I guess that must mean that I have been on the phone much longer these days. Oh well, it's the first time maxis have ever sent me a message of such. But somehow I feel that this is an accumulative of 3 months. Oh well, I just need to settle the bill before I my line gets interrupted.

One cons of having a girlfriend overseas. Haha! I was just joking. Don't take that seriously alright? ^<^. Hehe! Oh well, I really need a holiday break! This daily routine is killing me. Maybe something not too long or not too short and that I can afford since the parents aren't willing to splash on me. I just had to put this picture up. Yeap! I missed those times.
Heading out to get some Baskin Robbins...hehe.

Later!

Milestones

I feel that my car is sometimes my second home. I've got my golf bag, I've got my poker chips, I've got my futsal shoes , I've got a spare shirt, I've got a sudoku book. What else do I have in my car? I've got a bible and a devotion book as well!

Sometimes we get tired of driving around, but sometimes we just like to drive aimlessly. And in the midst of it, the company of friends in the car plays a huge part. Oh well, guess who turned 99,000km today? My beloved grey 1.6l satria.

Burned out headlamps, malfunctioned seat belt, shattered side window, spoiled back window wiper, retarded window, signal lamp dropping out, black oil leak. And a few accidents. :S. So many eventful stuff which doesn't come cheap. Oh well, it's already 4 and a half years old, and to think of it, I've only taken ownership of it a year and a half ago, when the mileage was only 60,000km. I guess I drive pretty much eh? Maybe it's time for a new ride. :) (hopefully) In the mean time, at least it has continues to be faithful in bringing me places. But in the end, that's all that matters.

can you see the number one so excited to unveil itself?

That's all I guess. :)

Out!

Time.

The title says it all.

I figured that one thing most people rant about is how little time they have for themselves when most of their time is taken up with either their studies or work. I on the other hand have ample of time. Yeah, I know I should get a job or something. (Ben yue, help me ask your mom alright?) :P Anyway, what I plan to be doing in the next 2-3 weeks, is to hit the gym at least 3 times a week or at least do some kind of sports related activity. I really need to lose that extra sack I'm currently carrying around me. Feel so unhealthy. Next, I plan to head to the golf range to practice my golfing skills. Really rusty already. Then I would love to play golf! Anyone wanna play a few rounds of golf? Please call me k!

Other than that, I want to spend more time reading as well. Haven't been reading the stack of books that I have on my table. Don't worry Wern Eik, I'm half way through your book! Haha! I don't know why but somehow I feel that every time I think I have a free time to read, something pops up and then I don't have time to read again. I guess it's gotta do with priority. It's really essential to know what your priorities are, and which comes first over what. I guess my priorities have been pretty much screwed up and I need to get it sorted.

Next, I must learn to sleep earlier and wake up earlier to start my day, which is when the sun is still rising and not when the sun is already halfway setting. I need determination! Sigh. I'm such a lazy bum which has no discipline. Anyway, I'm gonna start my protein diet starting tomorrow for the next 2 weeks! Till then, say bye bye carbs, and hopefully the tummy. Gonna push on to lose it this time around! Support me!

Oh, on the meantime, what have been keeping me company while I wait in the car or either if I'm accompanying my sister while she plays resident evil on the Wii. Sudoku! (Oh, btw, I've got two books!) :P

Puzzle no.86

Well, that's all for now I guess.
I kept to my promise and i did blogged!
Till then
Out!

I promise I'll update soon!

And I'm backkkkkkk! :)

Updateed!

It's been such long time since I last updated that it have reached the point where I even find it awkward signing in to just blog. Well I've completed my A-levels and I have been occupation-less for the last month and I think the next month would be the same since I've decided to help my mom take care of my grandmother and in return she'll reward me with something. :)

I think I've never shared this with anyone, but there was a point in time when all of you (my peers, excluding Ben Yue! =P. haha!) were attached and I felt so left out and all I wanted was to also have someone special in my life. I didn't know what I would get myself into but I just knew that I wanted to experienced it because I know it really feels good having someone to love. If not, why would people want to get married?

Well anyway, I was just wanting to have someone in my life, anyone at all, and after all that I've gone through, I finally knew that it was not what God wanted for me, and my motives were just really wrong at that time. And I am just disgusted and ashamed with myself, knowing that a huge part of it was merely plain lust. So I took a step back and I said to God, "Lord I believe that you have a plan for me and I believe you someone special planned in my life for me, and Lord I trust that if I surrendered everything into your hands, in your time you will show me the plans you have for me." and so I really let put everything I had into God's hand and it didn't take long for me to be living a happy life as a single guy. Trust me, I was really contented with my life.

But like I said, "God in your time", and well, it came. I guess God has a time for everything and indeed he brought into my life, someone really special. And I can say that I had no intentions or whatsoever to know more about her but it just happened. Out of nothing, suddenly my life was filled with dramas and a whole lot of things. Some not so proud of moments as well. And sad to say, I do regret the way things were handled, I guess there were better approach to have settled this matter. But for what its worth, given a chance, I would really want to mend things.

On another note, I would really like to just take this moment to appreciate my girlfriend for being the amazing person she is. Thank you for being there for me whenever I need you, and thank you for being that understanding girl who would always support my decisions and to standby me. Well, it's only been two months and I must say that I foresee a long journey ahead of us. Thank you for everything. :)

As by now some may have already doubted me, I must admit this is really a step of faith and I will continue to grow from strength to strength wherever God decides to lead me. "Let go, let God" and I believe he will guide my path. I'll just end now with a verse from Matthew 6:33

"But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness and all these things will be given to you as well".

Penghan.