Round the merry go round

It's a Saturday evening, and here I am sitting in my room, reading football news about the on going transfer market and what not, when I suppose to be studying for my accounting and economics midterm this coming monday and tuesday respectively. I'm pretty nervous, haven't done any accounting paper in my life, and I must admit, it's kinda scary. Haha!

Wern Eik, you've gotta help me! Please? Haha! Oh wells, I guess there wouldn't be time for that, but whatever it is, wish me all the best and maybe during that moment a little bit of your knowledge will be passed on to me! :).

It feels quite intimidating to know that younger students are doing the same things as you are doing, and that just means that they are much faster than I am in terms of getting a degree, but at the same time, it means that I have to fight with these people for job opportunities next time! Dampens my confidience. Next time I'll just migrate to somewhere quiet, to a place without the news of the world, then I would be live a peaceful life without the need to worry about the happenings of the world and just live life on my own pace.

Then again, who would I be kidding?

And the whole process repeats itself again. As idoitic as it sounds, every once in awhile I tend to want to have things which I feel is not needed. Haha. If you even get me there. I'm just gonna stop here. Lost my train of thoughts. Too bad.

Till then

XOXO.

haha!