monochrome

The pair of eyes I rely on whenever I choose not to wear my contact lens. I need to get a new pair of glasses, the powers' kinda out and the frames pretty worn out. Thick frame?

Thank me later.

Oh okay, credit to Princess for introducing this artist to me, Eric Hutchinson. The first time princess told me about him I wasn't convinced that he was as good as she said he was! Apparently he sings so much like Jason Mraz. (you're right! Where can! Jason Mraz is so da bomb! sniggers.) So I decided to check it out for myself, and I actually downloaded his albums and I was proven wrong! IT was really good and he sounds so much like Mraz. Just earlier this morning, I was listening to him, and I totally forgotten that I was listening to Eric and not Jason. T____T.
I'm sorry Jason. (haha, please forgive the gay vibes). Apparently he's been on the scene for quite awhile now, not exactly new, but relatively unknown in Malaysia - or at least among my peers.

Anyway let's now see what wikipedia have to say about him,

Hutchinson has been widely acclaimed for his prowess as a pianist, songwriter, and performer. He has been called "one of the most talented singer-songwriters that Boston has to offer," with comparisons to Pete Francis, Jason Mraz, Stevie Wonder, Ben Folds, Cat Stevens, Billy Joel and even the Beatles. Journalist James Campion calls Hutchinson "a major talent with nary a trace of pretension" and "a sure thing."

And princess thinks he's cute. -.-
Oh well, too bad, she's stuck with me
*whistles* ;)

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Changes.

2006

the year that was 2006

- glasses. ( the frames was a no-no...i need new frames)
- disastrous hairdo.
-fat.
- look damn unhealthy
-90kg

2008

the year that was 2008..

lost the glasses
much fitter
and a wayyyy better hairdo.
looking great!
77kg

Let this be my inspiration, and also to those who feels they need inspiration. HAHAHA!
Okayyy, whateverr..

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Yuki, Don and Me

A dog has no use for a fancy cars, big homes or designer clothes. A water log stick would do just fine.
A dog didn't care if you're rich or poor, clever, dull, smart or dumb. Give him your heart and he'll give you his.

How many people can you say that about? How many people can make you feel rare, and pure and special? How many people can..make you feel..extraordinary?

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Just watched Marley and me, and I never knew such animal movies could get the best of your emotions. I'm a sucker for dogs, I miss my two pariah breed dogs, and I don't care if their not pure breed or not, they never fail to make me smile from the inside. You know, there's just something about dogs, it's like no matter how mad they make you, at the end of the day, they never fail to redeem themselves and make your heart all soft. And guess what? Truth be told, my parents started looking for a landed property because of my dogs.

And guess what? 5 months into my new home and there's still no sight about my dogs. : ( Sigh, you know just the other day, (3 months ago :P) my family and I went to see my dogs, and you know the part where Marley has grown old and all? Yuki is definitely in that stage and she does not seem to recognize me anymore, all I could do was to only hold back my tears from pouring out, she looked really unstable and there were many signs that she was not gonna live for long anymore. She's pretty old, 13 years old to be precise, and its been 6 years since I neglected them, and I really really want to be there for her in her last days. About don, he may look really strong and all, but he's very clingy to Yuki, don't know whether he'll be able to move on with life if Yuki were to pass on.

I love my dogs very much! And I guess only a pet owner would be able to understand the feelings that I'm going through. Period.

Thinking of you

I used to think I'm a neat freak...

until I realized what assignments could do to a person.

You just don't have the time to care! datelines, running through the assignments at the very last minute to see if everything has been presented well. Making sure that I have given my best which is within my power to ensure that I get that extra 1-2 marks. Haha, I know, I may sound really loserish when it comes to assignments, but I really think that assignments should be done to the best because we are given all the time to research and complete the assignment and practically it's free marks awarded to us! And I believe that I have myself to blame or occasionally (group members) *ahem ahem* if I don't get the marks I feel I deserve. Haha!, I'm just kidding. : ) But as long as group projects are concern, I'm pretty easy going as long as you do your part I will do mine.

To add, these past few weeks have been really hectic with all my assignments due. It's been really crazy when I realized that I have been waking up at 7am every morning and returning home only at 12am or later for the past 2 weeks. I miss coming home at 4pm and just lying down on my bed idle. Having the freedom to do anything and everything according to what you feel like doing and if you don't like it, you can always scrap your current plan and work on something else! So fun right? Sigh, I missed those times. :(

And I think I've not been spending enough time with princess as well. Sorry. :S. I feel like I've been disconnected from the world, hopefully after these assignments and exams I will be reconnected with the rest of the world again! I don't know if it's only me, but I feel that I've lost contact with Ben, if you're reading this, where have you been la?! I think I'm not the only one who feels that way, but yeah, it's been quite awhile.

Well, just another 3 weeks and I'm done with my first year of Uni life. :) And I know that's just a closing of a chapter in life and a beginning of a new journey and a new experience in life even as I prepare to further my tertiary education abroad. Hopefully all goes well and I'll be off! Somehow I've got this feeling of excitement inside me, but at times it just feels so empty, the feeling of letting go of something you've placed so much trust and faith in and now I'm gonna be leaving my current life behind. You know, it's a taboo for a restaurant to renovate its shop when the business is going so well because it might not be that good anymore once it's been renovated. Yeah, something like that, why change something when it has been serving you so well? But then again, I know that I've got to go through risk in life and I honestly need a change of environment to get to know myself better as well as to transform into a more independent an capable person in life.

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sometimes life can be a oxymoron. It can feel so good at the same time you may feel the emptiness inside you. Like being away from your love ones. At times doing certain things may feel good, but knowing that your love ones not right there beside you to go through certain experience with you, makes you feel rather empty. Oh well...

when you float like a cannonball